What love means to me, not what it means to Sandra Dee. (A Summer Place)
2002-08-24 . 2:02 a.m.
Here's what I remember about love: I remember crying because of it, back when I could cry about things. I remember it being the thing that finally made something in me snap, and left me broken. I remember it burning me and making me hollow inside. I remember it coming back, after years, but I still had trouble feeling things. And the last thing I remember feeling is when I was listening to you sucking face with some piece of shit in the other room, after you held my hand and told me you loved me. By that time, all I could really feel anymore was anger and despair. No, darling. I don't hate you. You're just being a good animal.
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